Randy Suits

Doing My Best to Understand You

Eva, ever present in my heart, mind and soul,

You’re always present in the me I’ve become since meeting you. Even though the dreams we share may not reap all the pleasure we envision, the satisfaction of the inspiration will endure long after the thrill of the realization has ebbed. When my idea of your intentions miss the mark, be assured that I am doing my best to understand you. Often you are light years ahead of me in your plans and thoughts for our activities and conversations. Our conversations are lively and often humorous. More often they’re serious but thought stimulating. I’ll admit that you still astonish me with surprise announcements or conceptions for discussion over a warm cup of green tea flavored with fresh lemon and current rosa syrup plus fruit or a tasty pastry. You are the sweetest pastry of the evening and your sweetness never loses its aphrodisiac effect on me. That’s how a man knows that he is in love. The pleasure of your nearness is ever more refreshing and satisfying. I don’t know why these things are so, but I feel relief and an uplifting of my spirits when you come into my presence. I am glad that you couldn’t change even if you tried because you are always and forever my precious Eva. Even though at times you do little things which are a puzzle to me, I’m doing my best to understand you.

I still can’t keep my eyes off of you when you enter the room, Your Kochany