Randy Suits

I Wasn’t Consciously Searching for You When I Found You

My Treasure and my darling Eve,
Who would have thought that a man could find the woman his soul called out for to fill all his inner yearnings for oneness in two persons, at work, in the cubical adjacent to the work station of his close friend? I had observed you several times in the cafeteria with your associates at lunch. One day as I briefly chatted with my friend John, to my surprise, you were working next to him. He began to introduce me to his associates. You stood up and walked out of your work area as I nervously introduced myself to you. There is subterranean trembling in the timbers of a mans’ soul when he meets that person who completes his being. He knows that it is not an ordinary meeting. It is like a tidal wave of delayed hope, uncertain expectation and rushing exhilaration that breaks over the walls of controlled restraint. When I walked away from you, it was as if part of me lingered and loathed leaving your presence. That’s how it has been ever since that moment. I wasn’t consciously searching for you when I found you. But in my heart of hearts, an emptiness that only you could fill called out for in-dwelling saturation. From that time forward, to be without you is to be alone. To this very day, to be with you is perfect peace, joy and satisfaction. In the beginning it was your physical presence that I longed for. Our years together have brought oneness that provides a perpetual inner presence in our souls. You are with me even when we are apart. We cannot be separated by physical time and space. Our love transcends the material bounds of human senses. God completed creation with woman and he completed me with you.

My search was complete when I found you,Kochany