Randy Suits

So Much Left Unsaid

Good morning my sweet,

I woke up this morning filled with conversation for God, you and us. Some days are like that. Especially following a day when we discussed and shared so little due to activity or extra-heavy burdens incurred in day to day living. It leaves me with a feeling of half-emptiness, like a heart that should be filled to overflowing with love, but it languishes in thirst for the pure water of Life that sustains our soul. In moments like these, we hunger for the sweet nectar of our conversations for there is so much left unsaid. Because our love keeps us at saturation, we perceive at once the less than full condition for those elements of our being that are empty and dry. Our soul pleads for the water of Life that our God filled discussions supply to the wholeness of our being (body, mind and soul). Our daily walk together requires fresh bread of discussion with sharing of pleasures, burdens, challenges and dreams to reinvigorate, sustain and grow our relationship. We languish in spirit, in part, because we need perpetual interaction to sustain our life at saturation. When we awake each day, let us renew our covenant of love with fresh conversation, for there is so much left unsaid. The Most High God and all the angels know that your love is an essential element of my happiness. There is a yearning in my heart to live my days with you. If we shared our feelings every moment of the day, we would still find that with the end of the day or the rising of the sun there is so much left unsaid. God has supplied an infinite supply of His love to sustain our love and grow it to completeness and maturity. Let us always remember that the excitement of our perpetual ‘first love’ can be, is and will be maintained by our freedom to share those thoughts inspired by our oneness. May we always fill each day with meaningful conversation, for there is so much left unsaid. I suppose that if the world were filled with volumes of books to describe the love that our Most High God has given us, it would be insufficient to contain them for God would be the foremost part of those books. Regarding His presence in our lives and all that He has done to sustain us, the universe cannot contain the praises, recognition and glory due to Him for, in our human frailties, there is so much left unsaid. My Kochana, let this be said to begin our day, “I love you more today than I ever have before.  I always want to discuss our day with you for even though we have conversed incessantly through the years, there still remains so much left unsaid.”

Being with you and the Most High God fills me to saturation,   Kochany